Am I really fit enough to ride big miles daily, I can run 5km sub 20, but I’m not convince that will help.
Are my bike skills good enough.
What if I’m slower than the guests!!
Within a week or two of riding every day all of those problems won’t exist. Knowing the trails, and riding them everyday, you will be fine. There will be people quicker then you, but not by much, and they won’t mind.
What if I let this business down and I’m not good enough.
Low pay, but my current job is never going to get me a mercedes!
Leaving behind my dad with dementia.
Then you will get fired? Believe in yourself. You know if you’re good enough or not. And as you’re considering it, I’m better you do know you are good enough. Be confident, and go for it. It could be a dream come true.
Low pay? Why do you do your current job? So you can have enough money to be able to do what you enjoy in your spare time, like everyone else? What if you can do what you enjoy all the time, and get paid for it. I’d be a bike guide for food and shelter, leave the money.
It’s a tough thing, and completely depends on how much he depends on you. Is he in a home? How much does he need you? Are you just using this as an excuse not to take a risk?
Remember, you are much, much, much more likely to bitterly regret not doing this 10, 20, 30 years from now, then you are to regret doing it.
Send us some pics when you get there 😉